2014.04.07

Well Well Well... It's another week... So how's everything going?

Hmm.. Not doing fine.. I still holding my egg this month?! Guess what.. this weekend I have roadshow.. So hopefully I can break egg this weekend or before this weekend? Hmm...

I heard that actually we have a program that collaborate with Bank Negara to go schools give Financial Talks.. Well! I think it's interesting actually.. but most of my colleagues or seniors like not really like it.. coz actually everyday the bank is damn busy! Who the hell free to give a talk? Me! Why not.. Damn free man me! Some more.. I'm Best Speaker! Best Presenter lea! (Okay~ I self trumpet myself again!!! Did I use the right words to describe?!)

Whatever...

Actually I think some of you might realized that I changed lately.. too stress? But the problem the stress actually come from? It's just myself stressing up only?

I not sure.. sometimes I might think that actually who am I? who I wanna become to? Or I just becoming a person that everyone that wish I am?

A Good son of my parents? Well~ I not a good son too...
A good person of most of seniors (Uncle & Aunty) ? Sorry.. I'm not that good too...
So how many of you know well of me? Even myself also don't ... do you?

Well.. even I also feel unknown and unfamiliar for my future now.. So what's I gonna do just Live like Today! Who care what's happen next? If I really can't survive in this industry.. just left... there's a place that belong to me.... I guess!

I always asked myself why I still single and actually do I have ideal type in my mind? or actually do I have any crush currently?

Okay~ Let's just being frank to speak... I don't think I have any ideal type and I might not ready to fall in love too! Well~ I have many of BEST Girl Friends! But doesn't mean that I really have crush on them! So far no... So I still understand well the different between Love and Friend!

Perhaps... Ms.Right just too faraway from me! Actually there are some girls that in my mind.. may be just a beautiful illusion! We are just too friend that makes some beautiful illusion and lie only~ After all... I realized the truth~ We are Friend! Not Lover too....

I think Love is a DAMN difficult topic ever! Well~ I just forget about it..

Working? STRESSS!
LIFE is EVEN MORE STRESSS!!!

any listener out there? Perhaps only my blog~ Thanks letting me post here everyday Dear!

Good Night World! See you Soon...