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Moody

2day is April Fool Day....
Reli sucks!!! Damn Moody 2day....u knw why?!

Actually I no nid to went to school 2day, becoz I hav my JPJ test for 2day....But,last night I received my tchr called....he told me tht my test changed to Thursday morning....May b tht DAMN JPJ wanna told me 2day is April Fool Day....Just giv me such a "Funny" Joke....Wah~ Reli "Funny" ! Damn!!!

So I started moody from tht moment...

Actually I reli tired on the moment...But I went out dinner with my parents & oso my relatives...Haiz...wasted a lot time at outside...I wanna back home do my things...But finally...I reli no mood do any my things...finally sleep lor...

I oledi so happy tht I had 4 days holiday in this week, which are started from tuesday till friday[Tues - JPJ test, Wed&Thu - Volleyball's Duty, Fri - Public holiday].....But now, I only got 3 days holiday...But better got holiday thn no ...I don wanna blame again...

Actually, I oledi damn sad coz been cheated by JPJ....But more sad things happened this morning...
I knw recently my attitude become bad...Sure MsGoofy told MsNana ....Thn this morning, my Form Tchr - Ms Nana....adviced me....told me...put more effort in study...not in activity!!! Haiz...I always told myself tht I can handled my study & activity....But, actually I Cant!!! Why?! I more like to organize or do my activity ....not my study again....Why?!

How could this happened to me?! I just wondering izit I gonna leave now?! But I cant!!! Use tht Damn Bad SPM result....I sure die!!! But Ms.Goofy said tht I reli cant stay here without study...I only knw how to organize activity....thn how my study?!

I just don hope this probelm let more thcrs knw it....especially Principal & those Head of deparment of school.....If they knew it, I sure "Died"....They will stop all my activity...Believe me!!! They will do so...

But I cant proved them tht I can handled both...! So how I continue my activity? Sucks....

How big is my presure now? I dunno....I just knw I felt tired & stress recently.... Dunno why like this?! I don wanna think anymore...

2day, I so dissapointed tht Chinese Tchr haven told our class about debate competition...So our class din take part on it....I so sad with this ...I wanna take part actually...but don hav other classmates wanna went to take part....I din force them...Actually I just take part for fun only...Actually Dunno whether I can do it well or not...Although when S1, I got win a prize from tht competition...

I wanna ply guitar....
I wanna hav my own band...
I wanna plying my songs tht I composed....
I wanna hav a concert tht plying my composed songs....

Just thinking, who can ply band?! Nowadays, hard to find band members to ply band....Just Hope can hav a Band like [Simple Plan] or [MayDay]....I wanna hav a band like tht...

I hope I can get my car license soon....I wan to drive to everywhr tht I like... keke...

p/s... Haiz....reli missed u now... alwayz look at u from far...Gambateh lar....haiz....
emm....guys....Don laugh at this posted if got any grammar mistakes....just dunno why I wanna type english 2day...depend my mood now...

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